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Monday, February 8, 2010 @ Monday, February 08, 2010
Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmisize cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ Sunday, January 03, 2010
A new year , a new life begins .
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Some people are just too dumb to realize someone that's always been there for them .
Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ Saturday, November 21, 2009
Life
So the starting of this long holiday has been very busy for me . Everyday there's always something to do or somewhere to go . So this is good , isn't it ? Well , I hope so . I have to thanks my close friends for making this holiday a rocking good time . Even though there's some arguments here and there but we'll stick as one . Thanks to shahril , fitri , muhammad and naufal . They just rock my life .
These few weeks i have been busy for graduation night . Preparing for the performance which went horribly because i was so nervous and messed up . Phew . Glad that's over . & this past monday , i went to TPRawks , which was so damn fun . I even lost my voice thanks to shouting and screaming . So the camp had changed my opinion on where to go after my O's , which is to Temasek Poly and going for a course in Applied Science . Woots ! hehh . TP rocks !
So now more to my personal life . Single for almost a year now . A record since i got my first girlfriend . haha . Been feeling rather lonely at times . Eventhough there's friends around me . It's just that I need a person to be there for me . Been trying to find though , but just couldn't make it . So what do I have to do , is just wait & put on a fake smile . :)
Friday, November 6, 2009 @ Friday, November 06, 2009
The memory
She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
Winter's gone and I still can't sleep
Summer's on the way
At least that's what they say
But these clouds won't leave
Walk away
Barely breathing
As I'm lying on the floor
Take my heart
As you're leaving
I don't need it anymore
Someone help me
Cuz the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before longThis is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless
Now spring has brought the rain
But I still see your face
And I can not escape the past
Creeping up inside
Reminding me that I
Can never bring you back
