shahzrin

2010-07-06T20:49:00.001+08:00

fuck my life .

2010-07-06T20:22:00.003+08:00

just got into a fight and i got fucking beat up by four people . just when i was helping a friend . now my mouth continues to bleed and my head hurts . how nice right ? next time don't ever help a friend cause they just means nothing if you're in deep shit .

2010-06-12T01:57:00.001+08:00

wow , this sucks .

2010-06-10T00:54:00.001+08:00

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars ?
cause I could really use a wish right now ...

2010-05-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

Cause I am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness
I'm so scared of this

2010-04-05T22:09:00.001+08:00

Breaking down bit by bit everyday .

2010-03-17T19:54:00.003+08:00

You have to had it all . Well have you had enough ? You greedy little bastard . You will get what you deserve .

2010-02-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

I've always wondered who would come if I were to be in a coma . It may be stupid but it's always bugging me . Who would visit me everyday ? Crazy thoughts . Who would cry if i die ? Would anyone miss me ? Is anyone even reading this ? Goodnight .

2010-02-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

Looking back at my past , I've realized I've wasted so much time chasing that I'll know I will never ever get . Too much time . The moments just into the past like sand passing through an hourglass . Nothing fills this heart . Never though I'd thought I'd be one step behind . So now I've made up my mind . So I'm gonna try a little harder , gonna make every minute longer , gonna learn to forgive and forget cause maybe it's not gonna be long , gonna make the best out of it . I'm gonna love my enemies , reach out to somebody who needs me , making the world a better place cause tomorrow might be a day too late . I can't erase and I can't rewind , of all the things I regret the most is I wish I would spend my time with all of you . Here's the chance of a new beginning . Time is running out and I'm never gonna get it back . I'd better stop saving the best for last .

2010-02-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

Tired Of Living .

2010-02-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmisize cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.

2010-01-03T09:44:00.000+08:00

A new year , a new life begins .

2009-12-23T19:48:00.001+08:00

Some people are just too dumb to realize someone that's always been there for them .

Life

2009-11-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

So the starting of this long holiday has been very busy for me . Everyday there's always something to do or somewhere to go . So this is good , isn't it ? Well , I hope so . I have to thanks my close friends for making this holiday a rocking good time . Even though there's some arguments here and there but we'll stick as one . Thanks to shahril , fitri , muhammad and naufal . They just rock my life .

These few weeks i have been busy for graduation night . Preparing for the performance which went horribly because i was so nervous and messed up . Phew . Glad that's over . & this past monday , i went to TPRawks , which was so damn fun . I even lost my voice thanks to shouting and screaming . So the camp had changed my opinion on where to go after my O's , which is to Temasek Poly and going for a course in Applied Science . Woots ! hehh . TP rocks !

So now more to my personal life . Single for almost a year now . A record since i got my first girlfriend . haha . Been feeling rather lonely at times . Eventhough there's friends around me . It's just that I need a person to be there for me . Been trying to find though , but just couldn't make it . So what do I have to do , is just wait & put on a fake smile . :)

The memory

2009-11-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
Winter's gone and I still can't sleep
Summer's on the way
At least that's what they say
But these clouds won't leave

Walk away
Barely breathing
As I'm lying on the floor
Take my heart
As you're leaving
I don't need it anymore

Someone help me
Cuz the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before long

This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless

Now spring has brought the rain
But I still see your face
And I can not escape the past
Creeping up inside
Reminding me that I
Can never bring you back

2009-11-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

Give me any reason to believe
Cause I swear I'm done here
Cause I've seen a bigger picture
And I'm looking for some answers

Tell me that it's worth it
Cause I'm doing all I can to fight it
But I've never been this scared
and My moment's finally here .

I'm doing all I can
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed
Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own
Nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing .

breaking down is what I found hard
Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in
Inside I feel like screaming

I'm finding out in the hardest way
The consequence of every mistake I've ever made

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
We lost what we started and found out much more than we want to know
About how we're letting go .

& Finally it ended

2009-11-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

Everything is just so sucky

2009-11-02T19:20:00.002+08:00

& so this shorty forced me to update my blog . -_- . So today is SS paper and chem paper 2 . SS was so shitty ! Venice didn't come out ! Damn . Lucky studied globalisation but still i wrote crap . haha . Chem was awesome ! woohoo ! smiling the whole way through the paper . like crazy boy . =D . & tmrw history ! sure die .

So now im listening to new songs from mayday parade . thanks ehh pendek . hehh . and trying out new songs for graduation night . really confuse now . hahha . kay done . happy now that ive update ? =D

2009-11-02T19:15:00.001+08:00

& With all these things we do , it don't matter whether I'm coming back to you .

Liyana afiqah pendek ! hehh^^

Falling In Love

2009-10-26T20:39:00.003+08:00

You are my one true love ,
you are the voice that is so sweet .
In everything that I do ,
you bring the best out of me .
You are my wings to fly ,
you are the wind beneath them .
I miss you every night ,
when i close my eyes .
You put your feelings down ,
you stop your tears ,
you brought me love .
You held to my heart ,
you held with hope to have me near .
I think of all you are .
You are the love of my life .

2009-10-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

So everything will be over in a few weeks . Thank God . No more pressure . No more classes to attend to . Don't have to face any kind of shits anymore . Just fun . Been planning what to do and I'm just looking forward to these things . But now im just studying real hard hoping to do very well for my O's . So this is the last chapter of my secondary school days . Should i be happy or sad ? I don't know . So much memories . Thanks friends for being there . Through everything that we've been through . I'll never forget these memories .

So now im just confuse . what do you want now ? whats your feelings . what you say does not match to what you're feeling . so whats the real thing ? please tell me .

2009-10-18T15:42:00.002+08:00

Dear agony ,

Just let go of me ,
suffer slowly ,
Is this the way its gotta be ?
Don't bury me ,
Faceless enemy .
I'm so sorry .

Moved

2009-09-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

I'm moving on ! Moving to a new life ! & hopefully a better one ! =D

2009-09-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do anymore . Tired of trying to chase . If there was abit of hint it would keep me going , but there's none . Tried to gave some , but didn't at all work . Was it to vague for you to realize it ? Damn . How hard I tried it just doesn't work . I admit that i may not have that much to offer but still .. Let's just wait for a few more tries ...

2009-09-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

So its been a long time since i updated this blog . heheh . So darn lazy . Well today i had a great day . Went to suntec to watch the dance and support sulaiman with acap , ril , fit , bal and saf . Unfortunately he didnt get through the finals . So after that went to peninsula and saw this crumpler bag ! Really really want it ! But it cost $108 . wow . just have to save up money . Then went to around going into sports shops . and i really really want so many things like Canterbury boots , tights , liverpool jersey and just so much more . Anyone out there willing to buy for me ? I'll love you alot ! haha . k crap . k bye !

think i've fallen for you . heh . weeee~

2009-08-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

i'm throwing away pictures
that i never should have taken in the first place
and it's cold in my apartment
as i'm changing all the colors
from the brightest reds to grays

well it's 3 o'clock on monday morning
i'm just hoping you're not seeing his face
i've been getting calls in these hotel rooms
long enough to know that it was that it was him
that took my place

and i hope this makes you happy now
that the flame we had is burning out
and i hope you like your pictures facing down
as even broken hearts may have their doubts

and i'm burning all the letters
hoping that i might forget her and her bad taste
that she left when she was leaving me
a life of barely breathing as she walked
out of this place

and you dropped the note and we changed key
you changed yourself and i changed me
i really didn't see us singing through this
then you screamed the bridge
and i cried the verse
and our chorus came out unrehearsed
and you smiled the whole way through it
i guess maybe that's what's worse

and i hope this makes you happy now
that the flame we had is burning out
and i hope you like your pictures facing down
as even broken hearts may have their doubts

and i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
and i don't need you or anybody else
so take a look at me
see what you want to see
when you get home

take me home
i'd rather die than be with you
take me home
you have a problem with the truth
take me home
because this happens every time
i knew it would...
i knew it would...

take me home
i'd rather die than be with you
take me home
you have a problem with the truth
take me home
because this happens every time
and i knew it would...
i knew it would...

2009-08-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

Well I hope that you're happy with the decision that you made .
I just could not stop this from happening .
If this is what you wanted , then so be it .
Live your life and move on aites ?
Hope you'll find someone that's far off better than what i'll ever be .
So we're nothing .
& yes this is my fault .
It has ended .
Goodbye .

I've become so apathetic with pretty smiles and vacant smiles ,
My world is now tainted with lightning clouds and dark grey skies .

Love ?

2009-08-07T23:05:00.002+08:00

Love is when you shed a tear and you still love her . It's when she loves another boy and you still smile and say "I'm happy for you." When all you could do is cry ... and cry .

2009-07-21T20:11:00.002+08:00

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like her just as well,
And as in the days when I rang her bell.
And she rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Tim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Tim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.

2009-07-17T20:21:00.001+08:00

Lets Just Pretend That Everything Is Just Fine

although this hurts

2009-07-15T19:50:00.001+08:00

Keep On Faking

Reality ?

2009-07-13T19:13:00.002+08:00

The way i thought i'd never leave this place,
The way you made it seem so real,
Coz you had faith and you had empathy,

And all i needed was this.

And i see things now all those memories,
What can i do to convince you?
Tell me what to say,
I just can't pretend anymore .

Tell me so these hopes could just crash down,
Rather than it keeps on flying endlessly searching for something.

Argh

2009-06-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

Everything is not going as I wanted it to be. I'm just so confuse about this. What's next for me? Everything is different. Even you. The last person that i expected. Should have known better. I remembered everything that you claimed. Is this the way its really going down? Leaving me hanging. So it goes without saying, you left me feeling hurt. Its just a classic case that i just cant seem to understand.

HELLO

2009-06-23T13:56:00.002+08:00

hey there. its me again, nadiah! =D hahahahahahahahhahahaa.
im currently with my bestfriend, the greatest shahzrin! nyahahahah. he very lazy to update blog right, i update for him.
currently, his doing his tuition homework. rajinnnn anak makk. lol. and yes, his back from malacca. dah tak sesat lagi kat sana. lol.
okkay. bye. hahahahhahahaahhahaha!

i love my bestfriend shahzrin super duper ultra much! cute banget deng itu mat. =D

i love bestfriend!

2009-06-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody! it's me, Nadiah the greatest! i decided to hack into bestfriend's blog since it's almost dead. his not been updating lyrics and about his daily life. anyway, this boy is leaving singapore tomorrow morning! ohh my god! going to miss this silly boy alot you know!

anyway, i just want to say, Happy Belated Birthday to me and bestfriend, Happy Two years And One Month Anniversary on friendship alright! let's last long as how we are and stop argueing over little thing such as char mee especially. please please let me eat char meee! =D

okay okay. i think you're so going to kill me about this post. ahhaha. serve you for not posting! hahahaha. dont kill me tau! and dont delete this or else, habes uhh you! die die.
( evil laughs! ) okay, takecare fellow readers! :)

2009-06-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

Things may never ever be the same.
This uncertainty is killing slowly.
The uncertainty of what will be next for me.
With the decisions I made.
A foolish one?
Maybe, maybe not.

I thought everything would turn out fine.
Never did I knew it turned out wrong.
Way wrong.
One after another.
Trying to stand up alone to face all these.
But I'm afraid I might fail.
My biggest fear- failing.

all i want is you

Lullaby

2009-06-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

You can rest easy tonight
Everything is gonna be alright I promise
Go to sleep and dream of me tonight
Everything may not be perfect but at least we tried

I know that this hurts you
It hurts me too
I wish there was something I could do to make it easier for you
Sometimes its tough too soon to call it love but I wanted to
Yeah I wanted to
But its too late now to say all the wonderful things that I thought of you

So tonight sweet dreams and sleep tight
Ive been trying so hard cant get you out of my mind
And if this is how it has to be just promise you wont forget me
And Ill leave you with this lullaby tonight

2009-06-04T19:47:00.002+08:00

My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time

You're the only one I need now.
I'll give you the world.
Cause you're everything to me.
You're keeping me at the edge of my seat girl.
With each day that passes by,
I miss you more.
I hope I'm making the right decision.

2009-06-03T11:34:00.002+08:00

It's a shame that it had to be this way.
It's not enough to say I'm sorry.
Maybe I'm to blame.
But maybe we're the same.
But either way I can't breathe.
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive.
Cause everything we've been through,
is all about you.
This seems to be a guiltless, twisted lie.
It made me learn to hate you.
Or even hate myself for letting you go.
Everything isn't only what it seems.
Words that you never told me.
Take my pain away.
This is harder than I ever feared.

Fake

2009-06-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

Faking everything now.
You can never know what I'm feeling inside.
All you do is just see from the outside.
& You're hurt.
Then what am I feeling right now?
You think it's always you that is hurt?
I hate this.
Call me a liar and everything, but you never knew what I'm thinking.
What I'm trying to do.
I've always treat you like you're everything to me and you even said that.
Think and say whatever you like but its just not true.
Deep down inside this hurts.
I just feel like I want to run away from this.
Tired.

Miserable

2009-05-25T18:20:00.003+08:00

You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know he's there
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
while across the room, he stares
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

im the birthday boy, no big deal.

2009-05-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday to me.
thank you to nady bestfriend, for that long long post about me, i really appreciate it. thank you, eechan, rugby friends, nazie, ayu, khairiah and friends, naufal and many more who wished me happy birthday today. and also the surprise birthday cake, thanks nady bestfriend.
anyway, today's physic/chem paper 1 was pretty easy and durable. after exam, ate at mcdonalds with friends. i want to play LAN )':
anyway, chilled with naufal while waiting for others. i didnt know nady was following. i was suprised to see her calling and it was eechan on the phone. eechan fetched nady so she can celebrate my birthday. how sweet of you both.
headed to jamming studio. and bestfriend, you've gone heavier okay. and get well soon with your poor leg. kesian you.
after jamming, they sang me happy birthday song in the lift, loudly. then, nady surprised me with the cake. i didnt know that box that they were carrying was actually from me. took some pictures, cut the cake, eat and walked home.
send bestfriend home since she's in a bad condition and to ensure she's safe.
so there goes my sixteenth birthday. go read nady's blog and see the pictures and video.

thank you again to those who make my 19th meaningful. especially you bestfriend. oh, happy two years.

two years and forever

2009-05-16T20:41:00.002+08:00

im sorry for not updating. been busy with mid year exams. anyway, happy belated birthday to sulaiman on the 13th may. and yes bestfriend, happy two years anniversary to you too. not really two years, but nevermind. hahah.

anyway, im left with two more papers. and, my last paper falls on 19th may. yeah, 19thmay. three more days. like, 3 MORE DAYS. i suddenly feel so old. but at least, i have an IC that i can brag on bestfriend. she havent got hers, haha. dont deserve it since she always lose her valuables. even me, hehe.

okay im done. i'll update soon okay. takecare.

2009-05-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

This is not the way it has to be. I've ruined it for the both of us. With just one word. Damn. I just had to say it. If you're reading this, I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I really did not mean to say it. I'm sorry if Ive added to your burden. I really want this to work out. I know that this means alot to you. I'm sure that you do not want to see everything go down the drain just like that. Talk to me would you? We would find a way to solve this problem. Once again, I apologize for whatever that I have done to you. I just hope that we'll be okay again.

2009-05-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

This sucks

Promise

2009-04-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say

Please don't, well please don't leave me

Feelings

2009-04-23T19:34:00.002+08:00

No one could understand the situation I'm in. Just stressed about things I'm not suppose to think about. Confused. Mixed feelings. Hurt. I've been feeling like this lately. Don't know why. Wish I could get away from all these things. Escape to a better place. Nothing could ever bother me. Getting more hot-tempered day by day. Haish. This all I want to say.

Take care people

Bored !

2009-04-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

Currently bored right now. So decided to blog about my weekend. So on Saturday had cross-country. Was very excited to run, but then I was late. FYI, i stay just infront of the reservoir. & people thought i couldn't find the place. -.-. So after cross country, got home changed and went to jamiyah. Was the first to arrive, and helped out first. The rest came later. Met new friends there. Hehe. Tiring sehh ! Then after that changed again and went to woodlands with Naufal to a birthday party. Long journey from geylang to woodlands ! Took MRT. Met Syam, and walked there. Upon arriving met ain from camp, and talked. It was quite a big party and the cake was two storey cake. So we left early and took 168. Siket nyer lamer ! & finally got home. Such a long and tiring day sehh. So today woke up went madrasah, a got home. & Ive been on the comp since 4. Hahaha. & Ill update this blog whenever i'm free. Bye People !

2009-04-16T20:47:00.001+08:00

WE WON THE CHAMPIONS!
thanks for those who came to support.

im done with my english mid year paper.
bye.

2009-04-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

WE GOT INTO FINALS!

im sorry for the lack of update. im very busy with school and rugby.

HERE you go bestfriend

2009-03-29T16:55:00.002+08:00

okay. hello. bestfriend told me to update. here you go, happy?
well, i had a fine week. only that i did had a quarrel with bestfriend for misunderstood, now okay. so anyway, bestfriend had been very sick. get well soon okay bestfriend (:
currently in love with my blogsong. i know its kinda oldies, but its very nice.
bestfriend send me the song. and the last part of that version was so funny. bestfriend's favourite song ehh. haha.
i'll be very busy, i think after this. with exams and some other stuffs. and my last paper for my exam is on my birthday. omg. my birthday! well, bestfriend had already ask me out since february. wondering where she will bring me. she's so funny and full of surprises.
okay, i miss bestfriend already.
bye!
:)
*i did update!*

2009-03-23T18:42:00.002+08:00

school was fine today. bestfriend was absent. get well soon bestfriend.
i dont really know what to say.
oh well, bye bye.

2009-03-19T22:13:00.003+08:00

hello. im sorry for the lack of updates. been very lazy and busy.
well anyway, today went to a picnic organised by ahcap san and hakim.
ask nady along. so met up with her and went with her.
drop down at pasir ris interchange and walk to pasir ris park.
reached the picnic place and there was only ahcap, liyana, afnan and hakim.
so we hang around with afnan and hakim. ahcap and liyana walked around.
played uno/stress. playing with stress with nady was very stressful. she was fast. she won me many times, sadly. i only won her once. nevermind, first timer.
then slowly, others came(hamdan, shahril, dinie, fitri, iqbal). played near the beachside. nady collected two shells.
we played rugby and soccerball. then sang while fit played the guitar. some played uno.
they were very very kecoh.
inside joke : ciban betol (nady created it)
makhlak betol (afnan created it)
then, after the dawn, played ice and water. nady and dinie did not join. ran around the park barefooted. hakim managed to catch me. it was very very tiring. it was already almost 9pm. so walked at the dark pathway with hamdan, nady, dinie. nady was very scared. kesian bestfriend. cabbed home with nady.
well, the whole thing was super fun. i really had a great time.
i think this is my first post that is very long and exaggerating. haha. okay, bye.

Bored!

2009-03-09T19:26:00.002+08:00

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but to fall for you is completely out of my control.

I like this phrase. I don't know why. Hehe. Bye (:

2009-03-02T20:35:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU NADIAH FOR THE BLOG!

Update!

2009-03-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

Hello people! Its been a long time since Ive updated this blog. Yay gt free ribena iceblend! So today was a boring day. Didn't go to school. Sick. Haiyo. Stayed at home and slept. Hehe I know lazybum. Did nothing special. Finishing up my D&T which is due last friday. Lazy sia to do. Hate it so much! K have to finish up ths stupid work. Will update soon. Takecare people!

Stresss!!!!

2008-10-28T19:00:00.002+08:00

Oke long time never update. Hehehe. Nw im bored with nothing to do. Might as well update. So I gt my results. Disappointing. Failed the two most important subject - Eng and maths. Nw have to go fr Bridging programme. Very the malas uh. Bt nw I have the chance to prove myself. Nt gg anywhere fr these two weeks. Nt even rugby. Im very determined that I can pass my test this time. & Thank you my ayam boncet fr being so understanding. Love you very much!

This is what i wanna to say

2008-10-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

Buto lhh kau. Gy mampos lh ngn abang2 kau skali. Nk step baek. Aku sepak kau mati jugak. Da mati aku pijak2 ludah2 atas kubur kau. Dont act being so noble giving up her. I did not beg you for her lah eh. Ngn pada2 pukimak2 yg laen korang pon smer2 lhh. Korang tau lh saper eh. Haha. Fuck you all!

Tiring Day

2008-09-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

Ok I've updated my blog guys. Haha. Nadyiah owes me soda freeze! Hehehe. Well yesterday had to take out everything out of my room for my new bedroom set and when it came, had to move everything back in. Today had to clean the house by myself and my bedroom and now i really feel like fainting. Yeah its been a boring day for me. But what to do? No mood for raya this year. I guess to much sad things happen this year. Haish. But ayam boncet cheers me up everyday. And she's the one who forced me into doing this blog thingy. Oke gg to sleep now. Penat lhh ehh.

2008-09-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

ayam boncet force me to do this.